rant time!
chris, look, i’m gonna write! =D
okay first, lemme just say i have the best boyfriend. and i’m not just saying that. dude, he puts up with ALL of my shit. from the day i started talking to him, he’s been there no matter what. even when i’ve been a total selfish cunt. this past thursday, i had a lot of time to think about shit. i kept thinking about how i hate that i was so mean to him. even though i was so hurt, he didn’t deserve me being mean. i hate that i was and i beat myself up for that. i can’t stand that at a point in my life i was mean to him. i know at the time that was the only way i knew how to react but looking back, i shouldn’t have been like that. when i was feeling horrible from what happened between us, which seems like years ago, he was the one asking if i was okay. he was still looking out for me. and i had to go be a bitch. no one in my entire life but him has asked me if i was okay when there was a break up between us or a fight or being nearly heart broken. he was fucking there.
i love him so damn much. no one can compare to him. i don’t ever want to let him go. he means everything to me.
so part two of this rant.
it’s about dumb little girls who complain about their bfs. if you bitch about little things that they do, then those guys can do better than you. if you’re gonna complain about them playing too many video games or whatever, maybe grab a controller and join them? great suggestion huh?!
also, i hate it when girls keep their bfs on incredibly tight leashes. what the fuck. so i was talking to a friend and she was asking me what i’m doing for halloween weekend. i just said i’m hanging out with jack and watching movies and playin vid games. i told her that my bf is gonna go party and have fun at his sister’s college. she asked if i was mad that he wasn’t spending it with me. you know what? i’m not. if my bf wants to go get totally wasted and have a good time on the weekend, that’s cool with me. that stereotypical relationship of where the girl eventually gets full power and tells what her bf can and can’t do is not for me. fuck that shit. mine and chris’ relationship is going awesome without that crap.
yeahhhh
lol